Monday, October 22, 2012

Unspoken Words.

Assalamu'alaykum and hi to whoever reading this post right now :)

It's 3.00 a.m. now. Ughh. I have to sleep in a bit :/

Ever felt like you got to tell something to someone but you just can't? Because you're afraid you might hurt their feelings with the truth. Well for me, I do. I got so damn many, things to say. And it always turned out to be an unspoken words from me though. 

It's hard. And it's tiring too. I bet you'll feel uneasy until you spill it out. Don't you feel the same? What I always want is to have some courage to let it out. Hoping that I'll eventually did, otherwise I'll hurt the person even more. Hmm

The truth may hurts for a little while, but a lie hurts forever. Hey, it's true.
Have a good day, 
Love, f.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Oh my Internship! :3

Happy Sundaaay! :)

I wish I could write here everyday. But I can't. My bad.
Umm.. like I said before, I've been through many things lately. So this internship thingy is one of those. I'm doing my industrial training at one of those Engineering Consulting company, which I applied here just because it's near to my house, and yeah since public transport is my only saviour. 

 I don't know if I'm having fun doing this or not. Hahaha. Lame huh?

Okay okay, yaa it's quite fun sometimes and it's quite harsh, tiring, blur, boring blablabla kinda hate it sometimes though. I admit at some point, I feel like giving up. But thinking of how I survived for like almost 4 months, there's no reason for me to give up now. Right? It's just about 35 days left minus the weekends. Yeah, I can do it! Heee

Lemme tell you the fun thing I did during this internship. It's the site visit! Hmm, the thing I hate about it? I'll just keep it to myself then. Okay?
The best thing is, I can be on top of the world! Haha. I lied.
It's on top of a building actually. Yayaya, the rooftop! Weeee :D

This is some of the view from the rooftop.

I learnt few things about these stuff which somehow I just understand a bit. Yeah, a bit. HAHA 

July 9, 2012 - December 7, 2012

It's the day I started my internship and the day it's gonna end. See, the duration is quite long. *sigh
Oh, heyy I also did the countdown!

Can't wait for December! Heeee

And this is the view of my cubicle :)

That's it. Thanks for reading! ♥

Monday, September 17, 2012

Dear Abah ♥

Dear abah,

No matter where I go in life, how much time I spend with guys, who I get married to and how much I'll love my husband, you'll always be my number one man. 

Sincerely, your little girl :') 

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Part-timer Experience :)

Assalamu'alaykum. Hey there :)

Banyak sangat yang nak tulis kat sini actually. Like I said about 4 months ago, I'm back here. But I'm not. I'm sorry. Most of all, to myself. I didn't do what I really want. Lame? Hmm, yeahh :/
To start again, I'm gonna share what I've been through. But, not everything. Some things, better remain as private. As we all know, bukan semua benda kita boleh share publicly. Kan?

One of the exciting thingy to me is my working experience, my first part-time job. Of course, bukan bekerja with my mom. Huhaaaha. Actually, I've worked as a cashier or a shop assistant at a convenience store. (I won't exposed the name. HAHAHA *evil laugh* )

It's my first day. I'm so excited! Andd NERVOUS :/

Many things I've learned from this job. And heyy, it's not easy to find a job. Even as a part-timer. Alhamdulillah, after I searched at a few places nearby my house and the answer is always "Sorry, we have no job vacancies for part-timer here". Duhh -.-' Finally, I got accepted at a convenience store. Thankfully, it's really near to my house. I worked from 21st May until 30th June. 

Eventhough it's for a short time, I enjoy myself and I learned pretty much from it. The job may look easy to others but, it's not like what it seems. It's quite tiring though. And the most hard part was dealing with people. The customers. There were so many kind of people everyday. Believe me, if I'm not gonna get into troubles, dah lama makan penampar orang tu. Hihi. Whatever, just look on the positive sides of it.

P.S: Actually.. Getting paid to sleep...That's my dream job :3

SLEEP is my hobby. Tee heee :3

I'm back. For. Real.

Assalamu'alaykum :)

Hello my sweet readers and friends.
Haha. Macam ramai jee follower? Konon. Aigoo

Okay, I know in my previous entry I said that I'm back. But I'm not writing anything here ever since I published that entry, right? It's pretty long long time. I know, I know. My bad. Hmmm. I really really want to write something actually. But I just don't know why, it was like there's something, somewhere inside me that holding me from writing here. Actually one of the main reason is, I'm so laaaazyy yaknow -.-', I got so many things on my mind. And, it got mixed up.

Okay, let's get straight to the point. I just wanna tell whoever that read my blog, I love you guys so much. RAWR! . And now, I'm back. x

Iloveyou *hugs*

Tuesday, May 08, 2012

I'm back

Assalamualaikum. Hello guys! :)

I'm back now. After all those hard days. Yeayy! It's my semester break again. Heaven! It's gonna be two months of holiday. Woohooo! Final exam's over. Now, I'm waiting for the results. Hell yes, it do freaks me out. Hmm -..-

But, the most important thing is I can start writing back here. I really miss it.

Wednesday, March 07, 2012

Wordless Wednesday : Which way you'd go?

Assalamualaikum, hey :)

Ohmyy, the shoes is just beautiful. Isn't it? Oh, yeah I like the colour. :)

Friday, March 02, 2012

No stress

Assalamualaikum. Hey readers! :)
Pffftt! Like I'm having a lot of readers huh. -.-' Um, pardon me if I'm writing in broken English. My bad. Sorry. 

Okay, to start with, I'm gonna say there's A LOT LOT OF things happen lately. Phone aku reboot. Phone number banyak yang LESAP. Nasib ada number yang dah save dalam simcard. The worst part is, mesej semua hilang. Duhh :( Maybe, for most of other people, they just delete the messages. Somehow, I'm not one of those. I keep it, no deletion. Again, NO DELETION. Accept for some text that I think unnecessary, then I'll delete it. 

Hmm, not to forget, I got stressed too for some reasons. My life, my studies, my assignment, presenTENSION, blablablaa. Lame! But it's true. My emotions went upside down. It's killing me. And guessed what I do when I'm stress? Yeah. Eat. Eat. Eat. Oh, no! Huh. Usually, when I get stressed I'll eat very little amount of food and maybe I'll just skip my meals. But sometimes, I might eat tons of foods. And It's okay if I eat less but it really sucks when I eat a lot. Totally messed up and it's kinda scary. Menyesal tak sudah woii.

Tapi, syukur. Tetap ada juga happy moments. Alhamdulillah :')
Oh, and yeah.. Dear March, please be nice to me, and I promise I'll be nice too :)

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Selfless Love ♥

Heyy :)
Here's another entry for today guys. Tee hee.

Don't you wish that someday someone would wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that's all they do, they don't pull away, they don't look you at your face, they don't try to kiss you. They just wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of SELFISHNESS in it. ♥ ♥ 

Listen with your ears, eyes and heart

Assalamualaikum. Heyy there! Have a nice Sunday peeps :)

It's a great great things if each person we know in our life is a nice person; the person that we can trust, we can count on every single time. The person who won't talk shit about you to others. Well, all those good quality, I mean. However, in reality, there's no such thing. Look, it's not that I'm saying those sweet, nice, kind-hearted, trustworthy and bla bla blaa people don't exist at all. They do exist, but they're hard to find. Right?

That's why you gotta listen. In fact, you've to listen very carefully when someone speaks to you about others. It always show who they really are actually. You will get to know more about that person. Yeah, it's the power of listening guys. And don't simply listen to the words they say, observe the way they speak as well. Let's try it.

Listen carefully to how a person speaks about other people to you. This is how they will speak about you to other people.

Wednesday, February 08, 2012

Wordless Wednesday : Always ♥

Assalamualaikum :)

Someday I will find my Prince Charming, but my daddy will always be my King. 

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Adorable things :)

Hey there! Hope you guys doing fine and enjoying your day. Teeheee :)

This is serious. Help me! I've fall in love with some sort of CUTE, ADORABLE AND LOVABLE THINGS. It's these owl plush toys. 

Turqoise plush owl. I love this one. Because it's in TURQOISE! Heee :D

Sleepy eyes plush owls. It's kinda cute. 

One of my fave colour. :)

Rounded shape owl. 

Look nice. 

Okay, I know it's not owl, but monsters. Yes, yes, yes! They're freakin adorable! :3 I really want one of this too! 

P/s: If you got some info about this kind of stuff, do let me know. Like, where to buy this and the price range. I really need it. I'd really appreciate all your kindness. Thanks guys ;)

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Wordless Wednesday : INNOCENT :)

Assalamualaikum. :)
Heyy, awesome peeps!

Am I cute?  *Wink wink!*

Sunday, January 15, 2012


Assalamualaikum :)

Captured on January 12, 2012 at 12.25 a.m. 

Subhanallah. Bulan ni nampak cantik kan? 

The moon was really beautiful that night. Captivating. I'm staring over and over again from my window. I think it's my first time witnessing the moon glows like this. Whatever it is, thank you ALLAH for letting us to witness this amazing view. :) 

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Belajar bersyukur :)

Assalamualaikum. Hello :)

Dah lama kan tak update entry kat blog ni. Bukan ape, nak bagi keutamaan pada study. Semester baru dah mula pun. Agak banyak benda yang kena settle.

Pernah tak terlintas dalam fikiran kita nak bersyukur dalam hidup ni untuk setiap benda yang kita ada, orang sekeliling kita, tak kira lah family ke, kawan kawan ke? Tak selalu kan? Hmm. Most of us always whining in life. Don't we? But, it's okay. We all make mistakes in life. No one's perfect though. Oookayy, I admit, I do whining. Sometimes. And I'm working on to stop this bad habit, so that it become less and less everyday. InsyaALLAH. 

Sebenarnye tak elok mengeluh. Sedar atau tak, many of us are lucky enough. We still have food to eat, a nice home to live, your family; your parents, your sibling. Do you really appreciate everything? Look, there is some people yang tak ada apa yang kita ada. Contoh, ada yang masih ada both their parents. Tapi, ada jugak yang dah kehilangan salah seorang atau dua dua sekali. Sedar tak? But, but, but, we keep on whining. Itu tak cukup, ini tak cukup. Aku pun sama lah. Kenapa susah sangat nak bersyukur? Belajar lah bersyukur. Umm, why don't we take a look at other people around us. War. Starvation. Homeless. And many other things. Kat negara orang, kat Malaysia ni pun lah. Ada lagi yang kurang bernasib baik tahu?

War in some coutries.

Children in Somalia. Poor kids, they don't even have enough food to eat.  :(

Belajar bersyukur, even rasa ada lagi kekurangan. Selalu ingat yang ada lagi orang lain yang kurang. That's what I really want to do from now on. Bila kita bersyukur, we'll be a lot happier in this life. Let us take a minute, not to ask anything but simply to say thank you ALLAH , for all we have. Syukur, ALHAMDULILLAH. :)